Yesterday was a very emotional and exhausting day in many aspects. Finished up my Mental Health Assignment and handed it in. That is definitely one assignment I do not look forward to ever opening again. Mental health is also an area I know that I definitely DO NOT want to ever go in. I know I should keep my mind open, but never again is all I can say.
Still have my Neuro assignment due on Wednesday, but my group wants me to finish by Tuesday morning to put it together. I’ve got my counselling DVD critique to finish up hopefully by tomorrow so I can work on my Neuro. Then I’ve got Voc Rehab assignment due. All 3 due this week are collectively worth 110%. See how I’m about ready to start crying from all this?
We had the official splitting and multiplying of the cell. We were Finders and Keypers meeting at Joe’s house but next week we’ll be Finders meeting at Joe’s house and Keypers meeting elsewhere. Definitely a very bittersweet and emotional moment for many, me included. Personally it is a difficult process for me to fit into crowds of people, for me to trust people to hang out with them and pour out feelings to them. Keypers was a place where I could go every week and seek God closer than ever and be encouraged by other members. But as the cell numbers grew, it was inevitable that we split into 2 groups and go out and grow even more.
Yes, it was painful to split, I won’t deny it. It was like my heart was wrenched out but my head knew that splitting was a good thing, something productive and fruitful. I could not hold back my tears, but I know it is a good thing. Being exhausted from doing my assignment definitely had taken the wind out of my sails temporarily. Next week is definitely going to be a killer week where I do not know how I’m going to survive. So, do expect random phone calls at night with me crying or ranting about things.
I look back at photos of big Keypers and look how many more new members we’ve got since this was taken. I think we’ve close to doubled our numbers and it definitely is a very good feeling that many more people are getting to know God. I look back at this picture and I see many more people in cell and see how many new friends I’ve found.
I’m definitely blessed by everyone from cell in many, many ways. No doubt we’ll see each other in church, but it has been great being cell mates with every single one of you 
yes it is encouraging to have been part of the cell growth, and though it is kinda sad and different to be meeting in different locations now, it’s good in a way too hey.. we get to crash the other cell – pay them back for distracting us hhahahha